Post Christmas Snow

I think it's time for  me to  buy  a Toro  snow blower ... I hate shovelling snow  *_^

After Christmas eve and Christmas day, we were all  busog due to the big feast  that  my  family  had the past  2 days .

 Not to mention the never ending parties at work and the chowing down of  mouth watering foods seemed that  it will  not  end soon ....


 However the warmth and this joyous occasion turned suddenly to a frigid , windy winter wonderland.


 (26th Dec 2010 ) next  day  at exactly 1pm EST , the snow started falling from the  sky   not to mention, the ridiculous winds hammering from side to  side ...

Oh i  wish  this  winter won't be that bad  ..... I hate shoveling snow,  my  back will definitely  ache again arghhh !

La LUNA BELLiSiMA

Took a Picture of the Lunar Eclipse with my NIKON D40

Woke up  at  exactly  1:45am EST just  to capture this once in a lifetime event....

The next  lunar eclipse will  be 2094 yikes ....

GERARD & AiZA WEDSITE

PHOTO SNATCHED FORM SHERYL BY DESIGNS IN FLCKR

                                

It was  around last  week when I  got  a call  from  my  cousin  ,

It was already  around 10pmish or something when  i  finally  picked up  the  phone .

Iza: Cuz! KAKASAL NA AKO! ( uber happy )

Moi: WHAATT ? ( happy  and gulat  with kasamang sigh .. NGEK NAUNAHAN PA AKO NG BABY  CUZ KO   )

Iza : Yes cuz pno nagpropose kahapon  e ! ( super happy  and kilig )

She  wanted my  mom  ( here mom's sister ) to be one of  the Ninangs and of course my  mom  is very  grateful  for that!

She also  wanted me to  help  her with  her Wedding Preps yah  know  the usual  stuffs such as photographers  and Coordinators .

I  used to  have a Wedding coordinating business in  Philippines but  since I reside here in  the States , it's kinda hard to  handle  the business , ( mas maganda kase if HANDS ON )

I  gladly  said  yes to  help  her in her preps regardless that  I'm far from  her, but I'm pulling my  strings together to  help  her with  it :)

And another tribute is  I'll  be making them their wedding website :)

This future HUSBAND & WIFE will be the most COOLEST DOCTORS  ever ( di ba halata sa pictures nila ) !



So Happy for  my cousin ( sighs .. .Kelan kaya  ako  mag walk down the aisle din  tsk tsk  ? LOL )

GERARD & AiZA WEDSITE

PHOTO SNATCHED FORM SHERYL BY DESIGNS IN FLCKR

                                

It was  around last  week when I  got  a call  from  my  cousin  ,

It was already  around 10pmish or something when  i  finally  picked up  the  phone .

Iza: Cuz! KAKASAL NA AKO! ( uber happy )

Moi: WHAATT ? ( happy  and gulat  with kasamang sigh .. NGEK NAUNAHAN PA AKO NG BABY  CUZ KO   )

Iza : Yes cuz pno nagpropose kahapon  e ! ( super happy  and kilig )

She  wanted my  mom  ( here mom's sister ) to be one of  the Ninangs and of course my  mom  is very  grateful  for that!

She also  wanted me to  help  her with  her Wedding Preps yah  know  the usual  stuffs such as photographers  and Coordinators .

I  used to  have a Wedding coordinating business in  Philippines but  since I reside here in  the States , it's kinda hard to  handle  the business , ( mas maganda kase if HANDS ON )

I  gladly  said  yes to  help  her in her preps regardless that  I'm far from  her, but I'm pulling my  strings together to  help  her with  it :)

And another tribute is  I'll  be making them their wedding website :)

This future HUSBAND & WIFE will be the most COOLEST DOCTORS  ever ( di ba halata sa pictures nila ) !



So Happy for  my cousin ( sighs .. .Kelan kaya  ako  mag walk down the aisle din  tsk tsk  ? LOL )

In You Version 1

this poem was originally written in  2008 when i was still SO IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE


just want to re post it for my  original poem compositions .

the  words  I  said,

 meant everything  to  me.

 the  dreams I  had ,

 I  wish  I  could  share it  with you  someday.

the hopes I  wanted,

 I  hoped you'll  appreciate .

 your laughter had always  brought  a smile to  my  face.

 your  thoughtful  words, encouraged me to  believe.

in  you  I  found my  happiness.

 in you  I  found the true meaning  of  Love.

in  you  I   found someone .

 whom  I  would want  to  share my  life with

a person  whom  I  would  love to  grow old  with

 all  in  all i found that  in YOU.

Happiness ..

   The past  few days, I noticed that  I've been smiling more frequently than what  I  usually  used  to  .
 I  mean yeah I usually have the smiley face that  people around me is used to .
 I can also  put  a MEAN BITCH FACE especially those days that  just  stresses me out...

the Pain Won't Go Away

 
[photo by  Piggygirlrocks of Devianart.com]

I  woke  up  this  morning with  the  feeling  of  emptiness inside me and
I  just sat in the little  corner of  my bed and started sobbing .
I  found myself just  walking toward the new football park  that  our  township had built .

It was quiet , it felt like I was in a another world just  so  peaceful...

With a lot  of  things had happened in my LIFE these past  months, it felt good to  be ALONE ....

Still trying to suck all what had happened with my "SO CALLED LOVE LIFE "

It was hard to comprehend ... as if I  was the one to blame on everything.

I wanted to  go home so  bad and patch things up, but this is so impossible to do.

How can I  make him stay and be strong for this relationship we had built together, when he decided  that it's all over.

those words he let go  stabbed me like a thousand times.....

I will  try  to  post more of  what  I'm feeling , but right now the emotions I  am feeling can't be describe by words .

It felt so  numb!