the Pain Won't Go Away
I woke up this morning with the feeling of emptiness inside me and
I just sat in the little corner of my bed and started sobbing .
I found myself just walking toward the new football park that our township had built .
It was quiet , it felt like I was in a another world just so peaceful...
With a lot of things had happened in my LIFE these past months, it felt good to be ALONE ....
Still trying to suck all what had happened with my "SO CALLED LOVE LIFE "
It was hard to comprehend ... as if I was the one to blame on everything.
I wanted to go home so bad and patch things up, but this is so impossible to do.
How can I make him stay and be strong for this relationship we had built together, when he decided that it's all over.
those words he let go stabbed me like a thousand times.....
I will try to post more of what I'm feeling , but right now the emotions I am feeling can't be describe by words .
It felt so numb!
I just sat in the little corner of my bed and started sobbing .
I found myself just walking toward the new football park that our township had built .
It was quiet , it felt like I was in a another world just so peaceful...
With a lot of things had happened in my LIFE these past months, it felt good to be ALONE ....
Still trying to suck all what had happened with my "SO CALLED LOVE LIFE "
It was hard to comprehend ... as if I was the one to blame on everything.
I wanted to go home so bad and patch things up, but this is so impossible to do.
How can I make him stay and be strong for this relationship we had built together, when he decided that it's all over.
those words he let go stabbed me like a thousand times.....
I will try to post more of what I'm feeling , but right now the emotions I am feeling can't be describe by words .
It felt so numb!
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