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the Pain Won't Go Away

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  [photo by  Piggygirlrocks of Devianart.com] I  woke  up  this  morning with  the  feeling  of  emptiness inside me and I  just sat in the little  corner of  my bed and started sobbing . I  found myself just  walking toward the new football park  that  our  township had built . It was quiet , it felt like I was in a another world just  so  peaceful... With a lot  of  things had happened in my LIFE these past  months, it felt good to  be ALONE .... Still trying to suck all what had happened with my "SO CALLED LOVE LIFE " It was hard to comprehend ... as if I  was the one to blame on everything. I wanted to  go home so  bad and patch things up, but this is so impossible to do. How can I  make him stay and be strong for this relationship we had built together, when he decided  that it's all over. those words he let go  stabbed me like a thousand times..... I will  try  to  post more of  what  I'm feeling , but right now the emotions I  am feeli