the Jane Blaze Project

Life is unfair that's a fact.... I  still  feel  numb from all the things I  had to  absorb the past few days ....  It felt so  UNREAL to  me like a very  scary  movie or a freakin nightmare. How I wish it is a nightmare, but it's not , this is something that  I have to deal  with  ...  Crying is the only resort I can do right now , that  the puffiness of my  eyes can't be ignored anymore or even the  shades  of  a concealer can hide it .... What  I  am going through  is like of that  story  out of a Spanish  daytime soap opera  , however, I have no clue if I  go  with the contrabidas or the  bidas of the story  , or I can be both .... I  can scream and scream from the top of my  lungs all day  , just  to  release the  steam  I'm feeling inside. Hyperventilation is one thing I  have to  fight to , so  I  wouldn't alarm everyone around me  that  causes any  more chaos in the house. Got so  many  questions,  and I  know  that the

It's that  time of the year again , and of course we didn't forget to  celebrate the start  of the Lunar Chinese New Year, although we don't celebrate this family tradition as we used too,  we still  pay respect to  those ancestors  who  had instilled upon us the value  of  having family  dinners or get togethers this  year and what is the true meaning of this celebration. Chinese language was one of the languages  I wasn't able to  master ( I'm sure Apong would be so  disappointed ) , but I am contemplating in taking Chinese language again ( and hopefully this  time I'll be paying  more attention )... There are two  ways of saying it and these are:   Gong Xi Fa Cai (Mandarin)  and  Gong Hey Fat Choy (Cantonese) We got our Nian Gao  ( S ticky Rice in English &   Tikoy is the Filipino Tagalog term ) & some moon cakes yum yum .  Of course mom gave me my own   HONG BAO ( those little red small envelopes with money that are giv

HEAVEN FEET  I'm not into  flat  shoes, i'm more of a high heel person , but when i  heard  from a friend of mine this name TiEKS.  I was dumb founded because i have no idea what she was talking about and then she showed me her own pair of shoes... I t wasn't anything fancy , but a simple pair of ballet flats that easily folded ( yeah tell me about it right another one of those rollable shoes). I felt the leather and i can say  it's too soft , more like a cow leather hide that they use to make  winter gloves . the cost  of the shoe ranges from $155 to $299 it depends on the style that  you wish to get, right now i am still contemplating if i should get one  because they are too  expensive and they are not in my budget right now .