Old Wounds

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From past  relationships  to the  next ,  we  sometimes  learn  from it  or  sometimes we DON'T we tend to  get BLIND  ,  from  the  promises to  the  false hopes .

Every  fall  we  learn to stand up on our  own  and  be  strong  all over  again  and  again , but  sometimes when we fall  it doesn't  mean  we  get stronger  ,   but  sometimes  it  opens  old wounds  that  healed  over time , wounds  that  remind  you  how  hurtful  it is  to  be  betrayed and  be stabbed  in the  back.

LOVE can  make  you  feel great !

Makes you  happy  and  seems  like  that  there's no  ending  to  it  but reality  is  ,  LOVE also  hurts  , and  yeah  it  hurts  bad! 

TEARS

  There are people that  makes a tremendous impact  in our  LIVES

  Some will make us feel the greatest  feeling of 
  JOY & HAPPINESS ....

  and

 Some will HURT you

 that  the PAIN you  feel

               is like a butcher's knife, cutting DEEPLY  to  the bones ...

                                            

  and

LEAVING  you  BLEEDING & DYING inside ....

YOU V. 2 { Orig Scribbles }

[ photo by   fiercest   from  createblog ]

the words that I said,

meant everything to me

 the dreams I had

  I wish I could share it with you someday.

the hopes i  wanted,

  I hoped you'll appreciate it someday.

your laughter had always 

brought a smile to my face.

your thoughtful words had. 

encouraged me to believe.

HALA HEPE

Hala HEPE!

5:30am   [ the usual time for me to  wake up  ] 

 My phone rang  at exactly  5:30am and  it's him sinu [ sinu pa nga ba ? hehehehe ] 

Hepe: Mahal ko! Wake up wake up na!

Moi: Hello mahal! Thanks for waking me  up!

Hepe: Love you wake up na ha?

Moi: Opo! Thanks !

I was  already  getting ready  to  get to shower when  after  5 mins  my phone  rang and sinu pa nga  ba  ulit  ... hehehehe


Hepe: Mahal ko gising na !
          I LOVE YOU!

Moi: Hi mahal!... Gising na po ako ! [ sabay tawa ]

Hepe: { tawa din sya } kala ko kase nag 5mins ka pa  dyan  o gising na  ha! Love u mahal!

then after  that  mini conversation,  i had to cont  with my daily rituals  before going to work .

  It takes me an hour  to drive to work so  when i  got off from our driveway,  it was still early, no traffic in sight just chillin' to  the awesome voice  of    Leona Lewis's  [ take note  i kept playing and playing  and playing  her songs .. ganda kase e ] 

 When suddenly in a abrupt way , i felt something  cold that  that went down to  my cleavage 
[ hahahaha! ] . Let's say  it was cold na  napasigaw pa ako ng AHHHH ! 

and siempre  tinignan ko  what  the heck was that  thing ... and  then lalu  ako  napatili  ng  gusto when i found out it was  my pendant ! 

Hala HEPE ! [ sabay  kiss sa pendat ]

the  chain  broke off  from the base mismo  (*_*) .

I was so sad .. 

When i got  to  work  already  i just had to tell him what happened  with the pendant he gave me for our 1st monsary ....

Hay ,  asar man ako , can't do anythign about it  but to wait  till  i get it fix but he said  buy nalng daw kami  ng new chain  ...hay(-_-)

STARBUCKS ON THE 11TH MONTH

[ originally posted in my Blogger and  Multiply blog during my  B-day ^_^ woosh!]

Elises's own version of "Crazy For You" woke me up this morning as my phone was ringning off the hook .

I answered it with my eyes still shut closed, all I can hear was his super sweet voice and his super kakakilig greeting,

" Happy Monsary Mahal! ^_^!"

My sleepines went off just like that !!!

I thought he forgot about it [ glad he didn't ]

Just before he was off to bed that night ... he called me again and even treated himself a StarbucksMocha Frap due to my request [ aka parang date namin for the monsary ito kaso magisa sya hehehe ]

Later that day , it was my turn to treat myself during my lunchbreak , so I got myself a Mocha Double Chip Mint Frap [ take note VENTI ] , Raspberry Granola Parfait and a Pesto Salad. I was able to text him about my little treat for our monsary [ magisa ako huhuhu ] this was around 3pm EST [ 3am in MANILA] when my phone rang ... si Hepe na naman

He sounded sleepy & tired but again greeted me before he retired to bed [ so sweet! ] and told me to enjoy every single drop of my frap and every bit of my salad , then uttered the words ...

"HAPPY MONSARY AGAIN AND I LOVE YOU MAHAL! ^-^"

YOU { Orig. Scribbles }

[ image BY   LollypopLyts   captured from  createblog.com ]

the sound of your voice cheers me up,

your comforting words lifts my spirits up.

i can't describe how happy i am,

how much joy you brought to my life all over again.

you're my inspiration,

you're my joy,

you're my everything i could ask for,

i'm so grateful with the LORD up above,

for giving me someone like you,

i can cherish for the rest of my life.

- jane